lunch at san fransico steak house

monday, i go kl, for an interview n cc my brother oso, n oso go walk walk...

tropicana, i quite love to go there, coz there more relax than other shopping mall, not many ppl, cold cold feeling....

after seeing so many catalog, my lunch take place at san fransico, coz i dun think it wil quite cheap n i wan to try the food oso...

from the restaurant outside, can saw many ppl hving lunch there, mostly is working ppl, n i wear so "cincai" compared to them, feel a bit sorry...

but the captain there very gud, lead me to seat, n wat can i say, juz the service is superb, waitress n waiters very nice, they will tell u wat is tat when serve the food, mayb i look like wat oso duno gua, haha, the picture below, the sea clam mushroom soup, n the bread, n the small scoop of " ", haha, actually i duno wat is it, but the captain told me it is garlic butter, nice name, n nice taste oso, full of garlic smells, the soup very creamy, luv tat oso, n i got one big cup of sprite oso...

and my main course, lamb shoulder, with some salads, haha, duno the chef accidentally make it or purposely, juz feel very artistic, something similar to wat v always watch at movie or drama, i like the main course, simply, its my second times to eat lamb, delicious n juicy, the waiter oso bring me some sauces, i think got chilies, tomato, n olive oil with spices.. normally ppl say eat lamb wil feel smelly, but twice i tried it, oso dun hv the smell, mayb bcoz i m not so sensitive to the smell or the chef is gud enuf or etc etc etc etc etc..

haha, really have great experince in tat restaurant, for me, wat oso perfect, n the atmosphere oso nice, think its too expensive?? haha, rm19.45 cum taxes, worth?? i think worth, go hv a try...

糟糕的我

每天，情绪都在不稳定中，一点小事可以让我生气，一点小事也可以让我高兴，更可以为莫名其妙的事痛哭一场，我真的生病了，病得不轻，但是解药是什么我不知道，去哪儿找也不知，只有每天随便地混过去……

no longer...

tmr is start uni class again le, but not of my business, haha, actually got feel a bit not easy, coz these three yrs ard suit the life open sch on july, then can go bec campus to chat, meet housemate to xiao, haha, now no more le, stuck in bro shop here, chat with them at pj, erm... got a bit weird de, haha... recently sore throat d, duno wat happen this time, coz everytime sore throat means something bad going to happen to my body, but tis time quite serious oso, talk n drink water oso will feel pain, erm... i better less talk, haha, chat at msn can la...

2/7/09

ytd i go for a company for management trainee, today they ask me to go for their orientation, erm... oreintation, basically not oreintation at all, i juz follow them to c wat they do everyday, they going to do sales to other ppl... my leader, n two other ppl, v four ride a small kancil, with many books (books is the things tat wan to sell), then v go to nilai, taman semarak... when reach there, around 10am d, v eat breakfast, then start doing the things d, since my leader got something to do, then he left us three there, then, i follow one of the ppl then start to promote the books, actually i not very like to do like tis, but then when they ask me how was it, i juz say ok, then after v walk around two to three rows of shop, they manage to sell few books, erm... suite gud oso la, i dun even think got ppl buy tim, but oklo, haha.... then they go to deliver the books, according to them, since they hv done the order on monday n tuesday, then they hv to deliver on thurs n friday, n i go with my leader then, in half hour, he manage to sell three books le, wau, saw him talking with ppl juz very fun n easy, but if let me do tat, i juz cant reach his level, erm... always c ppl is gud la... haha, then on the way bec, they help me in this n that, help me in my second test, since the second interview wan to base on the test performance, i study ba, n the way going b to office, i struggle wan to do this job onot, but finally....... i reject le, haizzz, me so noob la, they say wat so gud oso cant make me agree, haizzz, sorry to them, but i did very well in the test, the manager oso get shock when i reject, erm... my conclusion is: since i m not very interest in this job, n i m not very confident i can do it, talk is gud but done is another things, so i better find one tat i manage to do it, at least 50%, but tis one i oni hv 20%, so sorry to them, teach me for the whole noon, hope they wil do well oso....

condolences for the stars

michael jackson, for me, a star, his death, shock for me, juz oni shock, until i heard a song, duno wat name le, feel very warm, then i cry for him le... haizz... u can say my tears not valuable, bcoz i can tears for anyone at anytime, anyway, pray for him, hope he is well in other place...

erm... when my time is finish in this world, i wil leave quietly, at least for now, i think like tat, but in the future time, this thought mostly wil change, bcoz i wiil tel my spouse, the oni one, i wish to go earlier than him, bcoz i m a selfish person, i cant afford the painful of the lost, but it is stil early saying for the time, mayb the thought til change in the future, who know? but i know its hardly to..

原来不是这样的

我看的，全部都不是真的，对我好，骗我的，而我却傻傻的受骗，一次又一次的把我丢下，我真的忍无可忍，一次又一次的原谅你，我真的忍不了，我需要离开，就这样了……

正常的一天

原来不寻常已经是我面对的每一天，今天超乎的正常，希望明天也一样，大后天也一样，天天都一样，把我拉回正轨……