update 020910 2300

long long time din come here already.............. update my current info 1st, now stil working in the current company, confirmation if not got any exception, will be next week, salary review also this month mayb, haha, hope hard for it!!!! when u really hardworking to do all those hard work, u really will hope got reward!!! tis is the 1st thought of it.... i believe my colleagues wont hv tis site, and i also believe those have this site wont know my manager, and i believe those i duno one wont hv interesting wat i wan to say bad about my manager!!!!!! haha, so confident!!!! shhhhhhhhhhhh, lets make it as secret..... i dun like my manager actually, but i luv my team member and my line manager which is the assistant manager, haha, not tat kind of luv, dun think too much..... when u really get something complement, u really will feel happy from ur heart!!!! i know u all will have that feeling also....... my line manager: "not enuf 6months, u r not a confirm staff yet, but u dun gv me a feeling like new staff, like work long time already, i wont feel anxious when u r handling those complicated things".......... haha, i will remember this quote always!!!! feel like so shok!!!! haha....... here i wan to say to my line manager, u r the best line manager in the world!!!! u r better than Ntimes than last time tat one!!!!! lolzzzzz, my manager, haizzzzz, duno y, i feel like when comparing with other new staff in the department, i think he dun like me the most, mayb im not tat gud looking enuf, haha, nvm, i will prove him he is wrong, juz wan to say to him, u wait n c la!!!!!!!!! n my team member, always, ppl got the selfish mode in their own body, but i m fortunately enuf, their selfishness is still ok for me, haha, mayb i not yet discover the truth!!!!! lolzzzz tats my work!!!!!

and for my life except from work, i get serious back pain, mayb sit too long n not in the correct position, so i start to change tis few days of my seating position, hope it will get well n better..... i will have core leave soon, core leave= long leave, 7 days!!!!!!! hmmmmnnnnn, still thinking where to go on hari raya with my family, one day trip, still wondering can go where.......... and others days, still planning.... and i wan to say, i will be broke soon!!!!! last month bought XM5800, not dare to let my parents know tat..... i think they not yet discover yet..... and this month, SALES!!!!!!!!! eat up all my money, tat day one hr buy two jeans, coz its 70% discount ma, haha, aunty is like tat, pls consider, haha....... and i realised, now oni early os the month, and i spent almost half month of my salary, duno how to spent for the holiday, haizzzzzzzz. ..... now everyday think of how to save money, is it really wan to eat bread n water oni???? haha, but im tiger, i wish to eat meat one......... hehe

and comes here my thoughts after worked for one yr!!!!!

"ur thought will be changing when times going on"<----- quote by yeecui^^

不会有第二次

学习错误，是我要学的

我会吸取教训，

不会再给你有第二次机会

让我委屈，

让我掉泪

The Start

end of something

start of something

always hard to accept while in the beginning

but i will try

no matter wat it is

juz get bec to the origin

n start over again

all i nid is strength n brave

1st time accident

Date: 27-Jul 2010

Time: 0700

Venue: SILK highway

Content:

on my way to work, i met an car accident, a black car stop in front the lane there coz crash, automatically, i try to "eat" to the lane bside, since duno y so many cars, hv to wait long time, finally, not i manage to get to tat lane, is i get bump by a noob car from bhind, haiz, wat kind of luck i got it today?? then i move my car in front of the black car, the noob car again, bump the black car... i wonder if the driver sot jor???? already bump once n she wan to make it to two???? those "trailer" man, i duno is it correct, r those when got car accident, they got one big lorry to help u carry the car go to workshop... they reach in 5 min, so fast!!!!! said this n tat la, but i not really hear wat they r talking, they juz said, help me claim the noob car insurance, n report police, n the car let them service, then done, oklo, since they r "willing" to "help", then i oso willing to cooperate la, haha... since my or@njee can walk himself, then i drive him follow those trailerman.... 1st, go to police station 1st, report to the officer, then go meet the sarjan, then wait the trailerman bring me to workshop, wait my dad come fetch me, wait us to check the old car= dinosaur 2, tats his name, haha, then come bec to equine again.... nid few days to c my or@njee again, duno he there ok onot??? haizz, start miss him d........ feel so sorry to him.....

anual dinner

ytd, my company anual dinner, grand one, klcc convention center, hall 1 n 2, wow, actually i m excited, but reach there wait here n there, make me tired d........ around 7pm v start to move in, then v hv our dinner, n some entertainment, fb got my photo, haha.... im sorry so short n so noob tis post, but i really moody now, cant write properly...... sorry all............

long long long time~~~

long time din write blog here, realised tat i missed things so much here, even my fren updated their blog, their news i oso duno... haha, sori la bro n sis....... i not purposely geh...... recently my time really not enuf, coz many things mixed up together.... work, game, n world cup!!! but my italy go bec home liao, now juz for netherland oni~~~~ working is just tired, after work really lazy like pig, dun wan go anywhere, juz lay on the luvly bed n pass the nite like tat, haha.... sometime even very lazy go to work oso cant ponteng.... but it used to when last time in U, no wonder ppl say enjoy ur sch life enuf b4 u working, yuo!!!! tats ablsolutely right!!!!!! haha, tats all for here, wish sunday!!! wil b very orange ooooooooo~~~~~

mayday concert

1st time, i go for concert

1st time, i in the rock zone of the concert

1st time, i saw mayday so near

n 1st time, i hear to mayday song not with my big black or radio

its 5th june

i with my luvly or@njee n fetch one of my fren, go to bukit jalil

sunny day=hot day, v reach there around 430, start to queue up around 5pm, erm, y v wan queue up leh?? coz many ppl queue up oso la, haha, follow the crowd, n saw my big head fren there, Fish, then me n fren while waiting her sis, v join fish in the middle of the big crowd, suddenly, another fren, kangzhen, got free ticket of rm328!!! wao, really big temptation, but finally v decided to stay in rock zone, (fyi:rock zone:rm268, disc=229, student=215, =='').... around 7pm lo, v run into the zone, haha, RUN!!! so excited!!!! so gan zheong oso, duno how was it, v all together 8 ppl stay at the behind of the zone, coz if v turn, v manage to shake hand with mayday if they come to shake with us, hehe..... waiting waiting n waiting til 8pm, finally, its the time!!!!! but the 1st opening guest is the star from 8tv, haiz, i hv bad comment for them, better dun spoil up here, hehe, then the next is a malay guy(i think la), Ikhua(i think again), sing beyond song, ok oso, got 50% similar to MJ, haha, nice look oso la, better than the 1st guest, the 3rd one, Ding Dang=Dolla, nice songs from her.... then then then then then......... MAYDAY!!!! wah, juz marvelous!! wat oso the best!!!!! 阿信，怪兽，石头，马莎，冠佑，超强的组合！！！！i can c all them in front front front except masa, coz he din come out, haha.... juz high n rock!!!! a gud birthday celebration for tis yr!!!! hehe

finally, blogging

din write anything since last time change the template, but i changed it today oso, haha, juz feel the picture very cute....

y i cant log in to my blog??? i m thinking the problem from ytd til today, coz it dun hv the word login in the page, anyone know how n pls left a comment here, today, i login from others ppl blog then fortunately saw up right hand site there got the dashboard!!! pheww~~~ haha, i succeed!!! cheers!!!!!!!

a lot of things happened when i cant blogging, now can already, but forgot almost all, haizzzz

write today ba, today quite a busy day, not quite, is really a busy day, i nid extra an hour to finish my work, tis make me totally exhausted...... i m tired, very tired, sumore is monday!!! moody + moody + moody= totally moody!!! haha, nvm, tmr nite hv my salary luuuuuuuuu, haha, tats make totally moody-mooday= ok ok moody, haha.......

06-May-2010

rmb this weekend is mother's day, but i juz left my anger on my mum, such a bad daughter...

actually i m quite gud mood today, but now really down.... juznow i bec from work, stil thinking buy a secret recipe cake go bec home to celebrate mother's day, n i oso wil guess my mum wil phone me, coz today is thursday, tmr is friday, friday i used to bec hometown every weekend, n my mum wil phone me tel me wat she plan to cook for dinner on friday, but today, it seems like duno wat going wrong on me, pick up her phone call, she same as usual, talk talk talk lo, n i heard lo, juz my cousin things n my brother's things affect me, haizzzz, write here so long, juz it really affect my mood, n i lost my patient, i told my mum, can u pls dun care so so so much on others things, u not enuf things to think of??? coz she everyday oso think too much liao, this is in my opinion la, since i never be other's mum, so i cant really feel tat feeling(tats my mum said), mayb its right oso, but for the moment, i cant patient liao, i try to be more patient, but failed, mayb i din tried hard enuf, i juz left out my anger, i juz ask my mum, can u pls dun think n care too much tat u nid no to? can u pls gv me some time to get rid of all those things???????? n after tat i juz straight bye to my mum without waiting her to say bye... tats my false, i shuldnt b like tat, haizzzzzzzzzzzz, i hv to think more 2 seconds, i shuld hv to be patient for 2 more minutes.... it makes me dun wish to go bec hometown tis weekend d, but i hv to, tats always things happen around, tat i hv to do, i shuld do, n i must to do..........

gaming world

welcome bec to gaming world, yeecui!!!

haha, recently i m busy, not oni for work, actually work oni tired, make me more busy one is game game, yup, i play online game again, tats y so seldom come here d, sorry all......

recently working so far so gud, things are quite familiar now, but stil need improvement, haha, sound like comment from line manager... home got something happen, no doubt, i can escape from it, except make it done well well..... now i everyday sleep early wake up early, quite healthy life style, but i open eyes for aroun 17 hrs, i face comp nearly 15 hrs... omg, someone told me cant be like tat, but i cant control la, working computer, gaming laptop, oni entertainment at seri kembangan is gaming oni, 1st thing after work is fly car car, buy dinner, then game game, hehe, is it a failure life of me? i think 50-50 gua, haha

realized

realized tat i m an adult d

realized tat i m not a child anymore

realized tat adult hv to cope of many things

realized tat i hv to bear of many changes

realized tat i hv the responsibilities to somethings

realized tat my parents ard gone old

realized tat i hv to protect them

realized tat i hv to protect my family

realized tat i hv long way to go

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永远达不了的梦

我的梦

有很多

白日梦，噩梦，快乐的梦，失落的梦……

但我要讲的都不是这些

梦想，你有吗

我有

而且有很多

我是贪心的

我的梦

有些实际的，有些幻想的

有些达不到，有些已经达到了，而有些也一步一步地朝着它迈进

我知道我的能力

我知道环境的局限

我也知道现实是残酷的

有人说过人因梦想而伟大

我只觉得

我因梦想而实际

努力的活着

努力的实践

努力的知足

周末

周末最好的享受，就是乖乖的呆在家里，懒洋洋的度过，哈哈，这也许是上班族的一点期望，吃得饱，睡得好，生活真美妙！！！

19-03-10

today many things to write, let me sum out:

1.) i juz finish my 2nd week in new company, hv learn quite a lot of things, colleague said me learn 7788 d, but i feel that i stil got a little distance to all those things, haha, i scare i cant make it, many works to do, quite busy, but busy got advantage la, time wil fly faster than rocket!!! lol... but incident wil always occur.... like today, i nearly did wrong, but then stil can save back, haizzz, i juz very scare leh............ swt a lot tat time, haizzzzz, suddenly feel tat pressure is an elephant, dragging it along federal highway, haha, (poor description, i know), n i cant stop thinking if i m suitable for this kind of job, but at last, i cont my busy work n forgot those thoughts after 5min.... i m very careful d, but stil done wrong, really quite hurt lo, fairly said...... but now i m ok d, wil fight on monday again....

2.) today i suppose very happy one, coz of friday, n even small things wil make me happy for the whole day, such as listening to myfm, hear them said funny things, then the whole day wil b gud for me, actually happy moment is so easy oni, enjoy the simple life, but small things oso wil affect the simple happy life.... after work, i rec a news, make me quite wordless, so i post a note on fb there, few days ago, i think i can forgv her one, n go bec normal, but after today incident, i realize tat she is ntg to me d, i dun hv anger or sad or happiness on her d, same as last time f5 doraemon, so wishing her, next time when her things, i juz wil smile n ignore, sometime mayb wil recal bec the sweetest memory v hv to her, but wont affect too much....

3.) i found my room in seri kembangan d, wil move in on april, so wil plan nite activity soon, haha...... there dun hv water heater la, juz bath with cold water.... gekgekkegkegkekgke in the morning...

4.) today is sleeping day, haha, according to myfm la, hope everyone sleep well all the time, can sleep well is one of the most important small matter in our life^^

1st day real to work

today getting to my floor d, processing floor, again, no storage device is allowed n no hp, today i din hv locker, so bring along my bag bag into the floor, but tmr i hv locker luuu, T 196, my locker number, can put all my things there tmr, hehe...

i m unit trust department, as i said earlier, support for hk branch, v got three dep support for hk unit trust, i m in dealing dep, got settlement dep n registration dep, every dep responsible for different things, but got related oso la, stil not yet discover wats the relationship..

since i m new, n everything needs password n id, n the process things oso different, so nid the IT dep to create a series of highly confidential password for me, haha, (nice sentence), all together hv 7 type of things nid password, so my small small brain hv to rmb all...

lunch with colleague, they said i m quiet, haha, they din c my real evil face yet, i m shy n quiet bcoz not yet close with them, wait n c yo..

saw them work quite ok one, but small mistake wil leads to big lost, so hv to be very accurate n careful, they al working more than one yrs jor, so the movement is very fast til i cant rmb wat is wat n how is how.... learning learning learning...

summary of 2 days induction

thursday, 4.3.10, was my 1st day to hsbc electronic data processing (m), haha i think the name is like tat gua... short form is hdpm la, mainly do processing for the transaction for the bank..

today was ike wat ppl said, orientation, around 35 ppl gua... dvide by two group, two of the trainer cuming to bring us watch around the floor... v r not allowed to bring our hp to the floor since all the things is p&c, the company scare v wil take customer details n do somthing fraud, tats according the trainer la... the whole 1st day said the company rules, company benefit, n open acc for us, manage all the things tat, at the end of the day, i finally c my assistant manager, bring me go around to watch where our department locate, n briefly tel something wat they do: incharge os hk unit trust, support for hk bank, then end my 1st day...

friday, 5.3.10, 2nd day, today more on theory, listening to history, rules again, n do some online module... at the end of the day, each of us i given a gift, a cup n two pens, according to trainer again, coz everyone got a cup, but u dun hv, so pity... haha

erm.... hv to said, i m very like the environment of the company, everything is there, got own cafe, eat oso quite cheap compared to outside, drinking machine free, can go to hv coffee non-stop, haha, got entertainment zone oso, can fb, can do ur own things, smoking zone oso, haha

juz sometime wil nervous, duno how the actual working is how, n cant bring hp with ourself, hv to put in the locker, but lunch time can bring along to lunch la, carpark is ok, no worries at all!!! hehe

comp rules got strict n no strict la, everyone v wan to access to other door, hv to tag lo.. i heard trainer said got many activities, n oni monday is formal day, others day oso can wear casual, hehe, then i no nid susah payah go think wat to wear for the next day soon, save money to buy other things...

erm.... wan to find room there to live lo, everyday travel, wil very xian de... n hv to pa tol oso, n petrol price wan to rise up soon, haizzz, poor lo....

hope next week a gud weeks for me, haha, but tired, wan to finish module, n wan to work, wan to learn, god bless me for everything is going smooth smooth...

new life wil begin soon...

27th, my last day working in TLSB, a rubber company... soon, i wil get to another company to work soon, a new life, new environment, new colleagues... hv to suit myself for all the new stuffs, but i think it wont be a problem for me.. every1 wishing me gud lucks for changing environment, me oso hoping tat wil bring luck for me.. cant really describe the new life oso, coz not yet try it out, but it wil b great i think, haha.... tmr is very beautiful!!!!

129 days

goodbye for everything in these 129 days..

老虎年

新年就来了，之前好像还没有感觉什么，但是今天却觉得它真的很近了，两天，很快过去，我一直拖着一些东西，但发觉原来没有时间再拖了。

今年我没有做我自己的饼干，原因是没时间，或者说太懒了，哈哈，可能做工了吧，回到家就累了，不想动了。

今年，我踏入人生的社会，接触更多的人，得到了宝贵的经验，还有大大小小的事，让我成长了很多，SHE的不想长大，曾经是我所向往的，但现在我却觉得，现在的我有责任，有义务，去做每一件事，去担戴，去扛，纵使也许会任性，耍脾气，但是冷静过后，还是得完成，还是得负责。但是内心深处，还是从前的我，保留自己的那一块，把不同的碎片黏在一块，让它更完美。

今年，我突然有憧憬，想要真实的希望，会实现的希望，希望我的希望会实现……

这几天，我的网络故障，面子书不是上不了，就是我上到一半睡着了，错过了许多朋友的分享，错过了对许多朋友的祝福，真诚的抱歉，我不是故意的，呵呵呵……也发觉，原来我很需要网络，不能没有你，哈哈哈

要祝福所有人都平安，这是最重要的，回家乡，驾车小心点，走在路上也要小心点，哈哈，健康的身体啊，重要，病从口入，祸从口出，厉害，华语造诣还不错，还有，珍惜你仅有的…………

interchange of feb'10 n mac'10

there wil b a history record in my life diary soon, i m going to leave the current company soon n step to another company.. gud news or bad news??? haha, depends, not yet suit the new environment yet, cant conclude so soon.... but its the physical environment i m looking for, hope it suit my mental environment oso....

talking to my current company, actually its not no gud, juz saturday got work lo, everyday wake up on saturday morning n need to work, tats wil make me moody a bit.... n public holiday, when others ppl no nid work n i nid to go to work, so so few car on the road, tats feeling really bad.... ppls in company treat me very well, colleagues r all gud to me, so far not yet get scold from ppl lo....... juz sometime really got ppl like kisiao, make me angry oni, haha..... boss treat me gud as well, got gv bonus, got increment, oklo compared to others, if next time really unemployed juz go bec lo, tats boss promise, haha, mark his word.....

talking to my future company, duno where to stay, not yet start to find, mayb stay at home, cyber quite far, or not far oso..... haizzz, really no idea wat to choose, left the accommodation issue aside.. dun hv anything yet to my future company, i mean wat i wish to n wat i hv to achive wats the company wish to, so far juz hv the thought tat going inside there n learn lo n work, tats the thinking, haha.... new yr hope, wish new company wil bring me new kind of vision, new things yet to discover!!!1

cny is cuming soon!!!! at the corner jor, but i hv did ntg yet, tis yr really not enuf time, many things comes together, juz bought one shirt for myself oni, tis yr quite a busy yr, coz working d, chu4 wan to start work already, haizzz, wat to do? working life is like tat.... but i wil find times to play oso, hehe...... new yr new hope, sumore tis yr is tiger yr, erm........... (wishing)(wishing)(wishing)

wish all the ppl hv a very happy tiger yr!!!

outing on 31/01/10

today sunday, also sunny day, haha, throw out all the problem n troublesome things for one day, i go out with my colleagues, go to tenji, hehe, the place i dream for so long...... prices is another reason, the promotion!!! haha, rm 49.90++ per pax for lunch, add up all the things wil cost not exceed rm70, ok oso, work so hard hv to b enjoy a bit.........

1020am - depart from seremban

1115am - reach our destination, v r lost there, coz i duno tenji is there, i hv been there once oni, so when i wan to pick up the phone to call help from my bro, n i saw TENJI, phew, i found it, easy place, coz there juz 5min from my bro house, haha, n i juz realise the view from there can saw my bro condo...

1130am - v start to follow the long queue, pay while enter, quite systematic oso....

1145am - our seat is outdoor, but not hot oso, n the coconut is juz bside, 1st of all, grabs the coconut 1st.. hehe.... then go a tour of food!!!! sashimi, sushi, tempura, oden, steamboat, lamb, soft shell crabs, cocktails, fruit juice, teas, tako, ice cream, cakes.... fill up my stomach slowly... with the experiences eating buffet, i take my time for all things, all things juz take few, hehe, clever?? not really, at the end, i cant try out all the things there oso, specially the western food part, juz small touch, the ice cream, i juz take all the flavour, each flavour juz one spoon...

0330pm - v depart from tenji, coz really cant add in more food into our stomach d, i got the feeling of vomiting out the food in the toilet, but din do that, haha...

overall, i think shogun is much better than tenji, duno leh, my favourite things no here, i saw ppl take tempura prawn, but i cant c where is it, handroll dun hv, unagi dun hv, so i hv decided, wil go to shogun soon!!!!!^^

my favourite

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sCV8kD068mE&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vIi2aeYQ3dA&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iGGV4OMUnLg&feature=related

always can easily smoothen my heart when i m not in the mood.........

我需要空气

6天了，我没有好好的睡过，压力压得我喘不过气来，烦恼的东西又不能说，明天，我希望一切都结束，明天的天空会蓝蓝的吗？

morning new year

5min to go to hte noon of new yr

12hr+ to go to end of the 1st day of new yr

30days to go to the end of 1st month of new yr

12 months to go to end of new yr

1st day of the new yr, but mention about the end of the yr

wat a contradict!!