1st day of new sem

today start my new sem, t last sem in my uni life(mostly), last yr last sem, feel no gud at all, tired, mayb stil in holiday mood gua, coz oni study for two days then holiday again, some of my fren even stil at their hometown holiday, haha... one word for today==>tired, wan to search new classroom, wan to go here n there, n not expect t lect wil start their lect today, but start d, haizzz, wat to do??? juz accept lo, haha, tmr even worse, start at 8, last at 6, hope can go b earlier, haha, tmr go for korean class luu, qidai-ing, n oso tmr go countdown lo, hope dun hv so much ppl, n oso not so few la, hehe, hope i can hv a nice tmr!!!

一个好爸爸

下午看了这部戏“一个好爸爸”，还不错，有意思，又有点搞笑，哈哈哈……故事讲黑道爸爸意外地有了女儿，从此他的生活就变去，为了女儿做了很多事，也隐瞒他是黑道的身份，最后还是让女儿知道了，他也踏上黑道的不归路……最喜欢的一幕，女儿问妈妈为什么要拜两个神，妈妈说关公是拜义气的，圣母玛利亚是爱心的，爸爸也有说是双重保险，听起来还有点道理哦！！
这戏应该旧了吧，半年应该有了，哎哟，半年的戏现在才看，的确有点退伍了，哈哈哈，没办法，很久没去戏院看戏了，已经忘了最后在戏院看的戏了，……明天回PJ了，要上课了，一个月半的假期完了，终于开学了！！

树与我们

种子
变成苗
再到小树
接着是大树
再来就老的树
再者就是我们说的——历史的见证
要如何才能成为历史的见证？
过程辛酸，我们没办法体会，因为我不是树，只能猜测，可能苗不小心就死去，也许大树中途就被砍去……
一生需要多少奇迹，多少幸运，多少努力，才会成为大树，过程只需一点意外，就毁了……
我们，需要多少奇迹，多少幸运，多少努力，才能成为健康的我们？经历的意外，多数我们都能承受，但它们能否和我们一样，经历无数的意外呢？
爱护它们，等于爱护着自己

merry christmas 2008!!

today is christmas day, mayb a special day for some ppl, n a normal day for others, or even a rest for those who working, no matter wat, juz wan to wish all my fren hv a wonderful christmas, although v dun hv snow xmas, but i do think v hv our own santa in our heart, hapi xmas ooooo^^

part of life

in emotional mood for t whole day, although i hide it carefully, but i think mum can feel some of my abnormal, coz she say sumting to me.. no one hv t ideal life in tis world, many things v dun wan it but it cum to us, it juz part of our life, erm... i think mayb, but thinking deeply, she is older than me, n sure she suffer things much more than me, n still, wan to pass everyday, still wan to deal with emotional daughter.. for that, i wil learn, i wil try to accept t theory she say, but i wil master to keep my emotional mood more better..

突然好想你

突然好想你 五月天
……
突然好想你 你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
……

引用五月天的歌，表达我对你的思念，也许应该说你们吧，昨晚没睡好，想念着很多很多的人，思念着……
冬至惹的祸吧，看见别人的亲戚都团聚，自己却没有，有点心痛……
有的很久不见了，有的没有机会再见，不知他们过得怎样……
希望他们好，那我也会好一点……

suddenly.........

suddenly moody
suddenly all things not fine
suddenly missing
suddenly heart bcum sour..........

21/12 冬至快乐！！

冬至咯！！冬至一到就很快过年了，老人家说:冬至下雨，初一就天晴；初一下雨，冬至就天晴，恩，还真的有这事，希望冬至天晴吧，没为什么，只是突然有想法吧了，哈哈哈，过年要干什么呢？？还没想好，和朋友聚一聚，是一定要的，不过还没有打算怎样，其他的，还没想好，一个星期的新年，难得啊

fantastic friday??!

stil got 8 hrs from now to 9am, 9am, i shuld b at sbn d, my bro shop, to help him, coz his assistant wont b around tmr, so, tmr is a long long day, hope tmr busy a bit, then time wil pass faster, if no busy oso nvm, coz i got bring along big black n my parents there oso, haha, can talk or play, juz cant sleep oni, coz no place to sleep... time goes will reach 7pm, from t plan, v wil go to his galfren's house to dinner, haizz, tat one make me most uneasy, go to other ppl house dinner, sumore i not so close to them, shuld say, parents got their topics n bro with his gfren, i juz left there wait after dinner, around 10pm like tat juz reach home gua, hope can go b earlier(++) hope tmr my elder bro wil cum b home lo, long time dun c him d miss him... fantastic friday??? wishing..........

我的主题曲--范逸臣 - Piano

范逸臣 - Piano
词：许常德 曲：桑田佳佑
白键是那一年海对沙滩浪花的缱绻
黑键是和你多日不见
弹指间 海岸线
你的泪 我的眼
模糊 天边
每个人心中都有架钢琴尘封在回忆
任凭我只是你的插曲
时间偶尔提起 钢琴偶尔哭泣
那些 零乱 片段
如果爱还能再重来 我期待澎湃永远在
oh 每次 琴盖打开 便有歌来自大海
如果爱已不存在
我希望有一段精彩 让回忆有所感慨
白键是现在我哀悼 昨天成全你改变
黑键是原谅我的原谅
好想再 弹一遍
手指却 只听见
你的 道歉
嗯，刚开始听就很喜欢副歌，听久了，更喜欢前奏和特定的段落

两个老人的故事

六十多年的婚姻
平凡的爱情
吃苦的日子
分歧的意见
相互的照顾
深深的感动
无限的祝福
我的外公外婆

days with low spirit~~

few days ago, i relized my mouse no longer function well, erm, mayb can describe as get a disease tat nvr can cured, haha, juz it right click cant function anymore!!! at least for me, i can recover it la, so, cant right click means cant play game with using right click mouse d, try to think t game urself la, haha... n then these few days, homeline really make me faint, cant sign in messenger or gtalk, pages oso load slow, some even cant load, n i gv up d, so these few days juz fliiping in front of my tv, hoho, n "ünfortunately", hv to say like tat, discover a new channel tat i duno, astro channel 703, it always there, but i duno oni, haha, its name is asian food channel, introduce all t food things, mostly is teaching how to cook or bake things, nice 1, but for me not so gud enuf, not t chef or t show no gud, is self prob, dun hv t materials n ingredients, coz it mostly introduce foreign food... juz suggestion, when u hv ntg to do, click any channel in astro, mayb u wil b surprising for a while^^

悠闲的假期

其实放假快已经半个月多了，这几天才觉得假期真的很悠闲，更简单来说，是闲，前几天还要弄下课业的东西，这几天呆在家里，无所事事，帮下家里，看电视，玩电脑，上网，睡觉……没有特定的地方去，没有特定的东西要做，生活就重复着，这是我向往的平淡的生活吗？这是我要成为平凡人的生活？也许偶尔的惊喜，会让日子变得不一样，偶尔来点麻烦，也算是为人生增添了多些色彩，原来我的平淡，不是枯燥

自然反应？？

刚才在看戏时
有讲到说
双手交握的时候
左手大拇指在上的人
冷静理智
右手大拇指在上的人
容易感情用事
不管对不对
手自然的交握了
你双手交握了吗？
哈哈哈，我也有……

一个人在家

今天爸妈不在家，八点多就起床了，弄好了一切之后，煮了韩国面当我的早餐，虽然说快熟面对身体不好，但还是喜欢吃，因为它是辛辣面，不一样的，哈哈哈……
然后大概有十点吧，就开始了我的个人厨房战了。昨晚想好了今天要做‘派’，应该是这样写吧，还有就是燕菜糕，把东西都准备好了，还有点面粉剩，就加了包菜和胡萝卜和紫菜和水，农均匀，拿去煎，第一个煎到像黑炭酱，哈哈……
不好意思啦，这是黑炭，看到这样，心沉了一下，就先放一边，不过味道还能一下，哈哈……

这个是第二个，因为能煎到两个，这个比较白，哈哈，看了比较有胃口，就快快放辣椒酱，试吃了，还不错喔，哈哈，自己称赞自己

弄好额外的东西，就进入计划的第一步，我的A计划，先把80克牛油和50克糖打均，再加一粒鸡蛋，加入200克面粉，拌均匀，分两个，待半小时，然后我就将苹果切丁再煮软，用水和一点糖，没有拍到苹果，忘记了
然后把两团面团杆平，应该是这样写吧，一份铺在碗，然后用另一份把软苹果包在里面，边边捏好好，但是我的就捏到这样，要再学了，然后表面再放一点糖分才放去烘，出来就是这样了，边边就是粗鲁的，没办法啦，第一次是这样的啦，勉强接受咯……
等他冷了，就赤裸裸的放在碟子上，哈哈哈，要硬硬把‘赤裸裸’放进去，因为想到
切了里面是这样，跟我理想的还差，我要的是多点巧克力色，不要这样白白的，不过味道还好，饼皮还有点脆，算还好吧
然后B计划，燕菜糕，材料简单，半锅水，适量糖，和半包燕菜分，真正的分量不懂，因为书没有写，妈妈平时也是这样讲的，就这样啦，因为之前有失败过，就是不会凝固，所以这次就怕怕的，煮好后就加混合料，混合料有半罐淡奶，两粒鸡蛋，筛过，然后分三分，然后就放不同的颜色然后就放进冰箱等他成型
还好会凝固，但是颜色就吓人的，原本的颜色是白色，加了红色和黄色就出来的怪怪的，因为参颜色分是不小心，又一下子倒了多了，就怪怪的，味道甜了点，应该淡奶再少多一点
完成了A和B计划，整个厨房已经乱到一个程度，赶快收一收，看下时间，三点多了，我的下午就这样没有了，有点累了，不过还蛮有满足感的，尤其是苹果派，不是想象的那样，但是脑袋里有了改良的画面了，哈哈哈，有学到啦……

还有我的晚餐，就是吃黑炭咯，因为懒得再去煮。下次不知几时才有搞怪的时候了，期待吧……

home alone

mum n dad now at penang, they go holiday d, home left me alone, erm, 1st time, alone in house for more than 24 hrs, last time oso got t kind of experience, but not more than one day, haha, kampung wont hv anything much to worry about, neighbours n relatives r all here, not same as pj, if alone pj n sleep one person, i wil scare.... realised tat ntg to do for t whole day, juz sleep n tv n gaming, eat juz cincai, coz lazy to cook, haha, tmr stil got one day, wan plan gud gud how to pass it 1st...

recover-ing

juz saw a nice article, inside got one phrase, "when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face and think: you're alive and still around." thx to yeemei, an article on time, or should i say, a phrase on time...
today my result out d, not really satisfied, sumore t whole day oso gloom gloom, dun wan talk to anyone, juz got t thought, left me alone..
but seems not succesful, stil wan talk to my parents, stil wan to deal with t aunties tat phone to my house, or neighbour tat talk here talk there, haizzz, at last i spend t whole noon inside my room, watching tv n sleep...
evening online check my result, even worst in mood, blues mayb 20 hrs d n i saw my fren's blog, n saw tat sentence...
erm, i m alive n stil around, ntg can get me down easily, but i need find my smile b n put it on my face.. +u+U

忧郁星期三

今天是忧郁的一天，从早上到现在都是忧郁，都提不起劲，做事都不知怎么说，不顺利，煮的东西都焦去，哎哟，见到爸妈都不想讲话，恶魔上身了！！现在，看了我的成绩，更加蓝，没有想象的好，也没有想象的差，不知自己要什么，失落阿……

春天的呐喊 - 五月天

不要叫我比赛 不要再看我成绩单
不要再无奈 不要再忍耐 不要再让我伤肝
天天都火腿蛋 天天都排骨鸡腿饭
我需要扭转 我需要意外 我需要感觉存在
当阳光很冷淡 心情很吉普赛
没人能挡住我 跟平凡掰掰
方向盘指向南 一路都不转弯
除非我看到沙滩 看到大海 看到未来
爽要呐喊 不爽更要喊 压力要甩 忧郁要推翻
爽要呐喊 用力的呐喊 喊到流汗 喊到没遗憾
一生能有几次跟世界宣战
不想再当模范 不想要再当乖乖牌
我只要摇摆 我只想旋转 我只想阂到腿软
让冬天被打败 让春天冲上了舞台
让热血变红 让天空变蓝 让我把无聊炸开
看羚羊草枝摆 我爱上大自然
来不及等泪乾 来不及防晒
浪漫只怕太慢 痛快只怕太快
快让我看到沙滩 看到大海 看到未来
爽要呐喊 不爽更要喊 压力要甩 忧郁要推翻
爽要呐喊 用力的呐喊 喊到流汗 喊到没遗憾
一生能有几次跟世界宣战
一生能有几次终於没人管
一生能有几次跟世界宣战

sumting wrong

i think i m somewhere wrong inside my head n my body system, not match at all, i hv many plans inside my head, but seems not all can achieve it, not all can done it in t way wat i wan, not all go in t right way, haizzz, can someone intro a gud doctor for me?? i think i m going to b mad soon, y i bcum like tis?? wan to do tat things cant do it on time or dun even start yet, wan to tel someone serious things but dun hv t brave to do so... am i really sick or wat?? can sumone tel me??!!

swiss roll===>> pancake

ytd plan to make swiss roll, 1st time try t recipe, hehe, ganzheong!!! use 4 eggs, 100g sugar, n 120g flour n mixed it together n bcum like tis, hoho, yellowish!!!

tis one is after baked, baked with 220'Ç, sweet-smelling, yeah, done looooo

after tat wiped cream onto it n roll it, but i dun hv cream, so i wiped butter, n i realised tat time i cant roll it, bcoz its to thick d, haiz, then roll bcum pancake le...(>.<)

but taste okla, my bro oso say gud, hohoho.... but i think sweet a bit le, next time dun wan put too much sugar le, tis one easier to make, one hr can done d, next time i wan try others le, hehe...

luvly hosemates

today is their last day stay with me, after staying together for one n half yr, v seperate lo, majority of them go to industrial training, going b hometown for half yr, erm, although from t bginning knew it d, but dun think it cum so fast, n duno its feel quite pain when seperate..

gud memories always more than t bad one...

it's them teach me to suit t life better

it's them who play game with me

it's them who help me bcum a more updated person

it's them who can crazy together while sing-k

it's them who gv me hapi life in these one n half yr

regret for not to treat them better

regret for bcum a devil to sumone

regret for everything i did bad to them

wan to aplogize for those things i make them not ease

mates, hope to meet u all soon n tk... erm, siewai, aiwen, shiauying, bear, kiat, kaiting, chyi n yang, thx for making my life more colourful!!

yang, chyi, ahfai, chawmei, aiwen, kiat, ting, waihoong, sy, ephine, bear, cy n her boyfren, n me

welcome

finally i cr8 an account here, got t plan to cr8 it long time ago, haha, stil not complete yet, but nvm, welcome to cui's hapi life!!!