sumting wrong

i think i m somewhere wrong inside my head n my body system, not match at all, i hv many plans inside my head, but seems not all can achieve it, not all can done it in t way wat i wan, not all go in t right way, haizzz, can someone intro a gud doctor for me?? i think i m going to b mad soon, y i bcum like tis?? wan to do tat things cant do it on time or dun even start yet, wan to tel someone serious things but dun hv t brave to do so... am i really sick or wat?? can sumone tel me??!!