顺其自然

应该努力的改变，还是要静观其变？

面包与爱情，你如何选？

鱼与熊掌，有如何呢？

世界没有两全其美的东西

只有残酷的现实

乘着还有自由的空间

享受顺其自然的感觉吧

不同的滋味

短短的几天，让我体会天堂与地狱的感觉，我不喜欢这样子，平淡一点可以吗？正常一点也不失为过。即将要开工了，希望我会适应环境工作，但是还是有点不甘心，星期五，我最后的希望，请保佑我，也不想再驾车途中脚抽痉了，这滋味一点都不好受，需要停在一边休息，没有经验的我，害怕极了，还好休息后还能驾，哈哈，当时觉得就世界末日……保险，怎样的行业？起码被叫了十多次，也拒绝了不少，这次我能够吗？去新加坡会是怎样的感觉？矛盾中，毕业典礼要想，未来的路更要想，生活也要想，突然之间多了好多东西，肩上永远有一定的重量，也许这就叫担子，我应该要努力把它撑起来……

lunch at san fransico steak house

monday, i go kl, for an interview n cc my brother oso, n oso go walk walk...

tropicana, i quite love to go there, coz there more relax than other shopping mall, not many ppl, cold cold feeling....

after seeing so many catalog, my lunch take place at san fransico, coz i dun think it wil quite cheap n i wan to try the food oso...

from the restaurant outside, can saw many ppl hving lunch there, mostly is working ppl, n i wear so "cincai" compared to them, feel a bit sorry...

but the captain there very gud, lead me to seat, n wat can i say, juz the service is superb, waitress n waiters very nice, they will tell u wat is tat when serve the food, mayb i look like wat oso duno gua, haha, the picture below, the sea clam mushroom soup, n the bread, n the small scoop of " ", haha, actually i duno wat is it, but the captain told me it is garlic butter, nice name, n nice taste oso, full of garlic smells, the soup very creamy, luv tat oso, n i got one big cup of sprite oso...

and my main course, lamb shoulder, with some salads, haha, duno the chef accidentally make it or purposely, juz feel very artistic, something similar to wat v always watch at movie or drama, i like the main course, simply, its my second times to eat lamb, delicious n juicy, the waiter oso bring me some sauces, i think got chilies, tomato, n olive oil with spices.. normally ppl say eat lamb wil feel smelly, but twice i tried it, oso dun hv the smell, mayb bcoz i m not so sensitive to the smell or the chef is gud enuf or etc etc etc etc etc..

haha, really have great experince in tat restaurant, for me, wat oso perfect, n the atmosphere oso nice, think its too expensive?? haha, rm19.45 cum taxes, worth?? i think worth, go hv a try...

糟糕的我

每天，情绪都在不稳定中，一点小事可以让我生气，一点小事也可以让我高兴，更可以为莫名其妙的事痛哭一场，我真的生病了，病得不轻，但是解药是什么我不知道，去哪儿找也不知，只有每天随便地混过去……

no longer...

tmr is start uni class again le, but not of my business, haha, actually got feel a bit not easy, coz these three yrs ard suit the life open sch on july, then can go bec campus to chat, meet housemate to xiao, haha, now no more le, stuck in bro shop here, chat with them at pj, erm... got a bit weird de, haha... recently sore throat d, duno wat happen this time, coz everytime sore throat means something bad going to happen to my body, but tis time quite serious oso, talk n drink water oso will feel pain, erm... i better less talk, haha, chat at msn can la...

2/7/09

ytd i go for a company for management trainee, today they ask me to go for their orientation, erm... oreintation, basically not oreintation at all, i juz follow them to c wat they do everyday, they going to do sales to other ppl... my leader, n two other ppl, v four ride a small kancil, with many books (books is the things tat wan to sell), then v go to nilai, taman semarak... when reach there, around 10am d, v eat breakfast, then start doing the things d, since my leader got something to do, then he left us three there, then, i follow one of the ppl then start to promote the books, actually i not very like to do like tis, but then when they ask me how was it, i juz say ok, then after v walk around two to three rows of shop, they manage to sell few books, erm... suite gud oso la, i dun even think got ppl buy tim, but oklo, haha.... then they go to deliver the books, according to them, since they hv done the order on monday n tuesday, then they hv to deliver on thurs n friday, n i go with my leader then, in half hour, he manage to sell three books le, wau, saw him talking with ppl juz very fun n easy, but if let me do tat, i juz cant reach his level, erm... always c ppl is gud la... haha, then on the way bec, they help me in this n that, help me in my second test, since the second interview wan to base on the test performance, i study ba, n the way going b to office, i struggle wan to do this job onot, but finally....... i reject le, haizzz, me so noob la, they say wat so gud oso cant make me agree, haizzz, sorry to them, but i did very well in the test, the manager oso get shock when i reject, erm... my conclusion is: since i m not very interest in this job, n i m not very confident i can do it, talk is gud but done is another things, so i better find one tat i manage to do it, at least 50%, but tis one i oni hv 20%, so sorry to them, teach me for the whole noon, hope they wil do well oso....