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Monday, August 31, 2009

31st Aug '09

merdeka day= independent day= public holiday, but not a holiday for me..... since bro shop got open half day for tmr, i hv to go to help him..... haizzzz really a pity life...
still rmb last yr merdeka days, i hv to work oso.... work at shogun last time, really many ppl, busy till faint, erm, tis yr.. mostly same gua.... haha
now i am mad in working, everyday oso work, i duno where my limit will go, haizzz, duno wan hv tis kind of life till when, juz know tmr is a new day of life begin, hv to busy oso, sometime i wan sleep gud gud oso cant, wan sleep late a bit oso no time, nite life oso important for me, gaming is a must, so everyday i hv to find time to rest..... everyday facing monitor n fall asleep.... everyday driving car will think y i wan repeat my life like tat, but everytime i oso fail to find an idea to escape from tis kind of life... sometimes will think too further, fortunately for the radio, myfm, really glad to hv it, will bring hapiness to me..
你不是真正的快乐, mayday song, really mean deep to me, now my life really match tis song, got many picture whenever the song is played..... then the road in front is blur~~~~~~
waiting for the time cuming, waiting for the chance cuming, i m not tat one who is great tat catching the opportunity, i m not tat desire, i need a reason to fight with, i m waiting the reason, i m discover the reason.......
tmr, i wil attend interview in kl oso, i din apply leave, but wil ask for emergency leave, now still thinking the reason for the leave, haizzz, lie in my current company need many energy, its true tat u need 10 lieas to cover one lie, n the lies will never end.
talk os my current company, juz scare scare, office politic, aunty world, mark my word, "aunty", a simple name but very dangerous, news from tis department can spread to whole office in one morning, although the company oni hv double storey, but they like to talk rubbish inside the phone, i really wonder if there hv time to talk, i everyday busy till mad d, oni lunch time can hv a breath, or mayb i m too noob in getting update news, haizzz, however, tats not my business, i juz wan to get my work done, n hope i m not the main character tat they discuss with, womens' war, really scary...........
world, c u tmr..

2 comments:

fish-xY said...

ah cui ar cui.. why ur cui's hapi life now full with all these sad thoughts? maybe ur blog title need to change dy. haha..
realistic life is full with sadness and sorrow. try to find a reason for urself to feel better. i knew u can.. =)

Unknown said...

ya lo ya lo ... there must be a way for u to have a personal freedom to do watever u want and feel relax on it ... Common ... ah cui cui wo