基孔肯雅

朋友见我都紧张，哈哈，我身上的红点一大堆，手啊，脸的，都问我什么事，“基孔肯雅症”，这个名词，一直都忘记，所以就讲到去“viralfever”，现在看到报纸写，这是一种蚊症，但是又没有骨痛热症这样严重，要进医院，这是他的解说，找了一下下的
“基孔肯雅”是斯瓦西里语，意为“弯曲”，因为得病的人出现关节炎症状，最后弯腰曲背。 感染者的典型症状是肌肉酸痛，尤其是脚部疼痛，一周后会自愈，但是期间病情较重，严重影响劳动能力。除了关节和肌肉疼痛外，发病者有时还发热，恶心呕吐，可能并发脑膜炎而丧命。 本病潜伏期3~12天。发热病人常突然起病，寒战、发热，体温可达39℃，伴有头痛、恶心、呕吐、食欲减退，淋巴结肿大。一般发热1~7天即可退热，约3天后再次出现较轻微发热，持续3~5天恢复正常。有些患者可有结膜充血和轻度结膜炎表现。关节疼痛与发热同时，患者全身的多个关节和脊椎出现十分剧烈的疼痛，且病情发展迅速，往往在数分钟。
但是我有些症状都没有，呕吐，骨头也没有痛，哎呀，现在只是手背，脸，脚，有痒，红点也不会消去，希望他快快消啦，脸已经开始脱皮了，再脱多几次就没有了，那就流血吧，哈哈哈哈……

难忘的新年

新年的三天，我都去拜访医生，真是无言……
年初一，发烧就来傻掉了，身上长了红点，怕怕，立刻就去医院验血咯，当时的温度是39.3度，哗，自我懂事以来温度最高的一次，脸就来可以煎鸡蛋了，但是手是冷冷的，当时心里想会不会烧坏脑去，然后验血，医生讲没有什么是喔，红点会跟着发烧退去的，弄得来就差不多十二点了，回到家，吃了药，半夜两点起身，烧退了点，红点也没有这样多了，嗯，可以放心了……
初二，一早醒来，红点突然很多，脸又变烧了，又上芙蓉医院看医生，今天的温度是38度，今天换了一个比较像医生的人来看我，哈哈哈，这是大嫂讲的，他讲我的是“viralfever",会造成脚痛和红点，这样听会比较听得进去吧……
初三，烧又退了点，但是妈妈还是不放心，然后我又去到了私人诊所，那个医生是我们从小看到大的，医生说，我的是“鸡孔肯雅症”，是透过蚊子传染的，它跟发烧没什么两样，只是关节有时会痛，他还讲医院的医生为了不要写报告，所以讲“viralfever”喔，他跟我打了针，他说打针会消掉点红点，关节没有很痛的。果然打了针过后，脚走起来没有这样痛了，然后我就决定了，上芙蓉拜年，哈哈哈，妈妈讲我发烧发到傻掉了，哎呀一年才和朋友见一次，不要紧啦，还好去拜年是朋友驾车，因为在车上就睡着了，不好意思啦……
朋友去拜年的比去年少很多人了，因为今年有些工作了，有些又不得空，哎，没办法，希望明年他们的公司能放假放久一点啦，这样就可以一起去拜年了，今年我没有去捞生，因为妈妈不放心，一定要在天黑之前回家，为了避免意外发生，也在朋友家睡了五分钟，哈哈哈……
今天年初四，跟二哥去电开工，现在吃过药，超想睡的，哎，只是没有床给我睡吧了，再忍多一下下，三四点就会家了，好好睡一下才行……
还是要祝福一下，新年快乐，身体健康（很需要），哈哈哈哈哈哈……

present for my 1st day of cny..

today is 1st day of cny, suppose should be very happy, ytd nite i play game with my brother til late nite, but then today wake up, the situatin totally changed, fever, very hot, suffer, aiya, wat to do??? fast fast go to eat panadol, n since today clinic din open, haizzz, tmr hv to c doctor d, wat a big big present for my 09 chinese new year, wat my wishes for tis yr now is, fast fast recover, n then chu3 go meet my fren, n hv a nice nice new year... god aaaaa, pls help me....

新年来咯

已经开学了四个星期，每个星期都模模糊糊地混过去了，哈哈哈，这几个星期都回家，就准备新年的东西咯，帮忙家里一下，还有做饼干，这次还不错，学会了炸芽菇饼，从一点点变多一点，从不会到会，从慢到快一点，还有还有，从割伤手指到完整无暇，哈哈哈，过程还好没有进医院，太完美了！！！

虽然每个星期回家都有点累，但是新年越接近，就越兴奋，不知怎么了，对这次的新年的感觉还不错，感觉很多东西在等着我，有好的，也有不好的，当然希望好的比不好的来得多，心里有很多愿望要实现，但是有不能太贪心，只好一个一个来吧……

新年还有几天就到了，家里做的也差不多了，期待新年，有红包拿，有玩，有朋友聚，但是，我这几天已经开始吃喝玩乐了，明天晚上吃村里的团圆饭，后天是年三十了，家里的团圆饭，再来就是初一，吃斋的，年初二在外婆家吃，年初三应该和中学朋友聚，真的就来撑破肚子了，就算不撑破，也一定会吃到死去，哈哈哈，不管了，过后再算吧……新年快乐快乐快乐

trying trying trying

trying to do things to cover it
trying to solve wat ard hv
trying avoid wat wil on t way
trying to avoid t same thing in t future
always trying
but easy talk than done
trying hard hard hard

1月20日的早晨

预料中的事，发生了，出尔反尔不是第一次，你让我一次又一次的失望，每次我能说什么？就只有默默地承受，你却好像若无其事，每次每次我都跟自己说，不要太相信你，可是我却又犯同样的错误，是你要帮忙你问，是你让我失信于别人，而且失信于同一个人，即使你不认识他，你可以不太在意，可是你有没有想过我？我很难做人的，陷入困境里，我要怎样跟人说？用你的借口说吗？反正他都不认识我，我又没有签约，那就算了吧……你没有想过我的立场，你没有考虑清楚你要不要，你只是玩玩下而已。是我天真，天真地以为你这次是真的了，不会再骗我了，但你却让我掉进深渊，你却在外头笑，说我笨……我真的笨到无可救药，一次又一次的相信你，每次都说别在在意你，可是每次都失败，是你让我觉得好朋友还有一段距离，是你让我觉得我们之间有宽阔的海洋，而我永远都不可能进入你的区域，你也不可能再到我的岛上来，就祝福你过得好……

my 5B steamboat gathering

one yr passed d, n at last t steamboat gathering had done, haha, nice nice^^, tis yr held it at t new place, erm, no more lobak there, go to s2 d, try out new things wo... erm, around 20 ppl like tat ba, let me count count, weelip, shiwei, jinqi, daniel, tzeian, waichung, kahchun, chinliang, weifu, chewgeng, yeezhong, beeyong, siewhan, siewyen, siewwen, eyvon, ziting, chawmei, jane, n me lo, ohhhhhhh, ngam ngam 20 ppl, haha...but tis time steamboat not full oso, haizzz, i rmb i go to take food at least got 5 rounds d, but i go to chat here n there while it is cooking, after tat i wan to eat but it is no more d, left a bit oni, aiii, but can hv more time chat with them, nvm la, huhu... some of them din meet for lng time d, hope v can meet at chu3 then la!!!!

两天的时间

两天的时间
可以做很多东西
可以什么都不做
两天的时间
会让人很累
会让人很厌倦
两天的时间
会让人喘不过气来
会让人消失
两天的时间
会让人头脑清醒
会让人困扰
这两天的时间
不知怎么了
就什么都没做
却就是那样子

two weeks to cny..

stil hv two more weeks going to celebrate chinese new year loooo, haha, now ard in new yr mood d, no mood to study, no mood to go to clas, oni wait for cny holiday, hehe... normally home wil make cookies for cny, and go for some shopping to prepare all the things, n of course, i m busy to help to prepare all tat things... last friday, make "nga gu" biscuit, around 4 kg like tat, done in one hr time, haha, so geng... n got more geng one, is cut my hand!!! duno how many times i cut my own hand d, the previous week cut my right thumb, tat day is my left 2nd finger suffer,, haizz, cut is ntg new d, but tis time, quite deep in the wound, fortunately din cut out the whole finger, haha... next week mum plan to make another biscuit n fried all the snacks, i think tat one shuld take around 4 hrs gua, haizzz, tired again......
n now my condition is almost voiceless d, bcoz of t biscuit la, haha, watch my bro eat, then i follow eat, v can finish one bottle within one hr, haha, result is sore throat lo, fortunately din bring up to kl, if not sure die d, hehe, wan drink many many water at pj n then eat many many at kampung, haha, nice strategy...
next weekend is my 5B friend gathering, tis time gathering quite late a bit, but nvm, stil hv it n qi-dai-ing, hehe, n hope our cny gathering is there oso, haha...

知足的快乐

今天意外的看到本杂志，里面有讲到星座的性格，觉得对我还蛮准的，书写双子最懂得享受生活的快乐，就算在烂泥巴里玩乐，也会高兴得不得了，很容易满足……嗯，认同吧，比起身边的朋友，的确较满足，小小的事情也能高兴一整天，朋友都说我要要求高点，哎，我不是没有要求阿，我也有，只是有时想到控制不了这么多，就顺其自然吧，反正会发生的迟早也会来，别人说这个不可以，那个不行，对我来讲还是有自己的底线，只是有时觉得会不会太势利了？？知道别人的看法不是随便能改变的，自己的看法也不容易变，也不希望自己变，因为喜欢这样的满足感，虽然小小的满足，不如大大的满足，带来大大的快乐，它只会带来小小的快乐，却是无时无刻都有……

sumting cum into my life~~

start from today, i hv one things will b with me for t rest of my life, although i oni wan it when i need it, but it is going to end its life with mine too, haha...

my new spec!!!

finally i hv to wear it d, haizzz, tat day my bro bring me to make it, t ppl say right eyes is 10++ n left eye is 150++, after doing sum stuff... erm, then i hv tis things d...

today juz get it n wil feel faint faint when i wear it, t ppl say it is normal de wo, n teach me how to take gud care of it, haha, i really duno how, thx for his advices oso..

倒数

和朋友去了倒数，在1u，人群还好，可能在比较前的位置吧，哈哈，这都要感谢绍美，谢她的朋友拿到前面的票，不然站在后方应该会很挤吧……去那边倒数，主要目的是看烟花，其次是看侧田。烟花真的很漂亮，跟在家看的不一样，它就是在你头顶上，仿佛你伸手就能摸到，烟火不知放了几分钟，除了陶醉在其中，还有就是颈项很痛，因为一直都要抬头望，哈哈，不过痛也值得的……过后就是压载戏，侧田出场了，一口气听了有四五首他的歌，很不错，虽然我不会歌词，但有些地方还会一点点，哈哈哈，high翻天！！待我拿到烟火的照片再放上来，烟火万岁，新年快乐！！！

sum up of my '08

erm, actually wan sum up as my last dec post, but seems its too late, haha, juz accept la..

i hv a nice '08, i think it juz rank bhind my form4 n form5 life...

for family, i think ntg much changes, juz suddenly realised tat grandpa n grandma really old d, suffer from diseases always, dad n mum oso in half retire mood, big bro n sis-in-law hv their new house at menara duta there d, means i got another house to go in kl bside pj one, although tat 1 is their house, haha, 2nd bro had open a shop at sbn d, not a big one, but stil can manage it well la...
erm, basically i m not so gud in academic for tis yr, exam result juz so so oni, but i stil think is ok..
from relationship, i know more frens d, mostly is my coursemates, n some others is my "jabatan's mates", haha, nice 1.. realtion with hmates more n more gud, but they had moved out d for their LI, v stay together one n half yr d, although sometime v got a bit argue, but stil can solve out... erm, juz hv to say, its my pleasure to choose to live with u all..

n at t end of may, i had found part time to work as waitress at shogun japanese buffet restaurant, work every weekend, last for 6 months, stopped bcoz wan to prepare for exam d, haha.. thankful to the workers there, all is myanmar ppl, nice to us(fish n aiwen n bear), chef n supervisor r chinese n they oso very nice, its a work tat i din get scold from anyone n hv easy work there, miss them..

gains in tis yr much more than lost, many new frens cum into my life, some of them left rainbows for me, n i really appreciate it, wil i hv a nice '09?? hope so, n hope all my frens r well..